time changes
and old things
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friday april 26. 2.30 am

diary! fun times on a thursday night. best fondue party ever, followed by even more good times.

I was making fondue using recipes off the internet, so my laptop was handy as the night went on. this is something I wrote in notepad at some point during the night:

there was noise. noise noise noise more beatiful than music becase it was the sounds of my friends mingling and that in itself is gorgeous to me.

fun and all of that. its's important to me, that I say things and do things, and people eat and love and speak.

things are ending quickly, I'm trhyint to delay this in as many ways as possible, and I think tonight does that trick.

seriously, I was overwhelmed by the success of the party. more information will follow tomorrow whilst I am in a clearer head.

and you know what else, diary? sometimes I feel like the biggest girl playa ever. I'm not a slut, tramp, or ho. I'm just a playa. I was dancing with this guy tonight, and it was fun, and man! I'm not trying to be anything, but then I end up being something, and it's not bad in itself, but. . . I don't know. then there's the issue of last weekend.

I have fun.



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