and old things
are swept away.
friday morning, may 10.
oh, just. . . everything.
I am whirling, this is incomprehensible, I feel like there will be a crash soon and I need to buckle my seatbelt but I'm reaching for it and it's not there.
spending these next few days crying, I'm sure. in my mind, I'm emotionally jumping off cliffs, and it's scary.
just to let you know for right now, there are paragraphs and paragraphs of stuff, but I don't have the energy right now.
